self-portrait (oil on canvas )
Dad is building the kitchen (again) this year. Its gonna be small but it has a high ceiling (which is good for me). Black and white walls with wooden furniture maybe good for the new interior. Plus dad’s kitchen already got a similar lamp like on the picture. Oh, how i love this house. Another renovation in every year. Gotta show him this picture to inspire. :D
(via myidealhome )
498| Yustina Octifanny : | where are you last night, detective? why don't you come? |
|---|---|
| Saraswati Sisriany : | Raosan was about to find who's the mysterious killer of sax player.. |
| Yustina Octifanny : | you told him? haha... you should find the killer of sax player, detective. |
| Raosan Fikri Lillahi : | i had some business in school.. what is this sax player thing? |
| Yustina Octifanny : | Ooo.. There is a man found dead. Nothing lose, not even his money, phone, except his saxophone. |
| Raosan Fikri Lillahi: | is it fact or fiction? |
| Yustina Octifanny : | Fact.. |
| Raosan Fikri Lillahi : | where can i get the info? |
| Yustina Octifanny : | Internet maybe. Haha.. I dunno tep, cipta and senjaya talk about that yesterday |
| Raosan Fikri Lillahi : | hoo, okay... |
| my friend (Raosan Fikri Lillahi) really think that he is a detective for real, doesn't he? maan.. i was joking.. |
i was trying to draw chris martin.. hahaha.. really.. kinda like to focus on portrait recently..
i bought new sketch books.. new doodle coming up then.. :D
it’s you
“things just won’t do without you.. matter of fact..”
may be one of the best words describe me, here, alone, living a life away from you, creating mess in every step..
“i cannot be without you.. matter of fact..”
i’d rather stick with this kind of unpredictable relationship.. something that only based on trust and what we feel in here (here: deep inside our heart).. something that people underestimate on.. rather than end up with you (we’re not used to use word “broke up”) and lived with nothing at all..
(those quotes belongs to foo fighters “walking after you” )
our dreams, our hopes, our faith and our love.. i know that those thing will keep me ‘stay’ with you..and here’s a song that expressed what i feel.. (title : i believe in you performed by nsync)
I never believed in dreaming It never got me very far I never believed that love could find me Like an arrow through the heart I never believed in miracles Or building castles in the air Not until that day I found you I turned around and you were there From the day you came you gave me A whole new point of view I’ve been touched by an angel It’s impossible but true
I believe in you I swear that forever from today No one will ever take your place I believe in you And I believe our love will last always
I never believe fairytales Though sometimes I wish I could I never believed that golden slippers Could ever find the perfect foot I never believed in magic Or that wishes could come true But your very first kiss Changed all this something only you could do
You made me a believer You made me trust again You showed me there’s a pot of gold At every rainbow’s end Only love set you free And if you serve to fate Then you’re my destiny Now I know Now I see Anything can happen If you just believe
just found my old amateur video play ‘to the end of the earth’ which is originally present by KEANE..
kinda miss my room.. my own room.. for real.. :’(
paradise - coldplay
chris martin you rock!
every teardrop is a waterfall - coldplay
(Source: madwomanwithacat)
(Source: icanread)
bumbul
he gave me the teddy bear..therefore can hug n kiss bumbul if i miss him..
xoxo
the distance
i know i haven’t post anything yet for months after the dilema entering the college that i never dream to be in.. well.. anyway..
“it is very hard to be away from person you love for months in a time”
midnight in the middle month of september…
i know that i had fall in love..
trully in love with a guy name AULIA CANDRA
someone i ever even think that someday i could be into him..
i wasn’t this very sure before tonight i just got my deepest cry just because i miss him so much.. and i know i could not meet him for months after..
just watched GOING THE DISTANCE (drew berrymore and justin long)..
its really tearing me now..
we’ve plan to be together after 7 year…
i know these bullshits but i’ve give all my trust on these bullshits..
we’ve both have dreams.. which have different paths..
different land what about going study abroad..
wondering how these paths could end in the same place..
called home for us..
i know the distance is too far… not only what we’re livin now..
but also the times.. shitting myself away from him only for a couple months what about 7 years??!!
BIG QUESTION MARK!!!!! what i doubt that i could stand..
“the place is only as good as the people you know live in”
i miss those high school moments.. to be close with you..
i failed
facing a reality that i failed to get into SAPPK ITB through the national university selection of indonesia 2011
my dream.. that already be a part of me for years..
i got into Architecture Landscape in IPB..
its not my dream.. i don’t feel excited.. i feel sad.. dissapointed.. i hate this situation..
but.. LIFE MUST GO ON..
i’ll take it anyway.. be an undergraduate in architecture landscape..
even the future is change.. i’ll face it..
damn.. its hard..
