i know i haven’t post anything yet for months after the dilema entering the college that i never dream to be in.. well.. anyway..

“it is very hard to be away from person you love for months in a time”

midnight in the middle month of september…

i know that i had fall in love.. trully in love with a guy name AULIA CANDRA.. someone i ever even think that someday i could be into him.. i wasn’t this very sure before tonight i just got my deepest cry just because i miss him so much.. and i know i could not meet him for months after.. just watched GOING THE DISTANCE (drew berrymore and justin long).. its really tearing me now.. we’ve plan to be  together after 7 year… i know these bullshits (but i’ve give all my trust on these bullshits) .. we’ve both have dreams.. which have different paths.. different land.. and what about going study abroad.. wondering how these paths could end in the same place.. called home for us.. i know the distance is too far… not only what we’re livin now.. but also the times.. shitting myself away from him only for a couple months what about 7 years??!! BIG QUESTION MARK!!!!! what i doubt that i could stand..

“the place is only as good as the people you know live in”

i miss those high school moments.. to be close with you..